My life story

Love,

That moment of time we spent together,

Will always stay in my life,

Because baby.

I've never loved somebody as much as i loved you.

You said i've lost trust.

But i was only trying to make things real,

i wanna know whats happening,

That point of time,

i only wanna be right next to you.

i only wanted to love you.

i only missed you and nobody else.

Your're the only one that i missed.

The only one that i would gladly use the rest of my life to make you smile.

The only one that i will make myself strave just to give you the best.

The only one that i think that is perfect.

The only one that i'll be sad about.

Right now,

I miss you.

I still love you,

I still need you.

I still can't forget you.

I still can't sleep because of you.

I still care for you.

I'm still doing stuffs for you.

I still wish that you're happy.

Baby,

i wished that you're always mine.

I wished that i can be there for you everytime.

I wished that you'll keep that smile.

I wished that life will be better for you.

Because,

whenever i think of you.

It gives me the chills to think that we're no longer together.

We're no longer what we used to be.

We're distence away.

And

We're can no longer love each other.

Although,

we are no longer together.

i still wish that you smile for me.

Because baby,

nothing of me changed.

Nothing changed.

None of my love for you changed.

None...

Whenever,

i said i love you.

It means that i missed you.

It means forever.

Forever love..

There's only one thing that i can wish for right now.

Its for you to read this,

and change the way you think of me

Change that love,

and come back to me.

Come back just to love me.

Come back,

Because, i need you in my life.

I need you, because of my life..

No matter how far we may be.

How much changed.

My love for you.

Will always still stay the same.

I can smile.

But the only reason i'm smiling.

Is because of you.

Loves, Marcus

The way my life goes.

It always pushes me down,

when i want to go left, it pushes me to right.

And it gets irritating,

Very irritating..

But life wasn't always like this.

Sometimes, it helps you in everything you need.

It gives you strength to carry on everything.

Then it will take away everything from you,

Love, family, friends, money, time, happiness,

And brings you,

Troubles, problems, hate, pain, sadness, tiredness.

And theres when you got to take that step,

That step of snapping out of your misery.\

Going into that place where nothing seems to matter.

Everything you do or say,

Always get back to you in the end,

Thats why karma is here.

Karma's a bitch, everybody knows that.

There's always a way to overcome this.

But you can only overcame this if you really want to.

When life pushes you down,

Show your strength.

Stand up with pride and carry on with life.

Marcus,

Get well soon sylvester. :)

The start of the story.

In the start of every relationship.

Theres always the happier half then the other.

Every now and then, having an argument ain't the problem.

But when theres no arguments, the distance between them will rise.

Although i'm sixteen, i've gone through many expriences in life,

in particular, Love.

When you get into a relationship.

You will feel that you're the luckiest person on earth.

You will feel that she's the only one for you.

She's perfect, in every single way.

You would want to stand right next to her,

Looking at her smile,

Staring at her beauty,

Craking jokes and making a fool out of yourself just to see her laugh.

You will feel like you're deeply in love.

Giving her everything you've got.

Then it comes where love shows it's power.

It gives you strength in everything you do.

It gives you happiness.

It gives you a new life.

It gives you hope when you're on your knees.

Everybody loves this part in that relationship.

Whenever you seem to be at the peak of enjoyment.
Something will always come and bring you down without fail.
Sometimes, it may even end it.

Then it goes into that part where trust is lost.

You will start doubting her,

Getting angry at her,

Shouting and screaming at her.

Just because of a minor mistake.

But you still love her,

with nobody in between you guys.

Then you will do everything just to gain back that trust.

Being apologetic for every single mistake you do,

It's a cycle of torment.

But after awhile, you will feel that,

you no longer need that kind of attention in your life anymore.

Then you guys will make that desicion of breaking up.

Thinking that it will make life easier for everybody.

Being sad, because you know you're gonna lose your perfect girl.

But theres nothing else at that point that you can do.

After that all,

You will go into your mind,

and travel down into your heart.

Asking yourself, is that worth it?

Then you will be running to her,

asking for apologizes.

Asking for love,

Asking for that relationship again.

Then you guys should know.

There is when, the misery enters

The stage of pain.

This is what i think about life,

Unfair but it makes better decision then what your heart chooses.

You had my heart at then,

but you let it down.

i hope you find happiness

Because, you deserve it more then i do.

With love, Marcus.

16062011.