The life.
The start of the story.
In the start of every relationship.
Theres always the happier half then the other.
Every now and then, having an argument ain't the problem.
But when theres no arguments, the distance between them will rise.
Although i'm sixteen, i've gone through many expriences in life,
in particular, Love.
When you get into a relationship.
You will feel that you're the luckiest person on earth.
You will feel that she's the only one for you.
She's perfect, in every single way.
You would want to stand right next to her,
Looking at her smile,
Staring at her beauty,
Craking jokes and making a fool out of yourself just to see her laugh.
You will feel like you're deeply in love.
Giving her everything you've got.
Then it comes where love shows it's power.
It gives you strength in everything you do.
It gives you happiness.
It gives you a new life.
It gives you hope when you're on your knees.
Everybody loves this part in that relationship.
Whenever you seem to be at the peak of enjoyment.
Something will always come and bring you down without fail.
Sometimes, it may even end it.
Then it goes into that part where trust is lost.
You will start doubting her,
Getting angry at her,
Shouting and screaming at her.
Just because of a minor mistake.
But you still love her,
with nobody in between you guys.
Then you will do everything just to gain back that trust.
Being apologetic for every single mistake you do,
It's a cycle of torment.
But after awhile, you will feel that,
you no longer need that kind of attention in your life anymore.
Then you guys will make that desicion of breaking up.
Thinking that it will make life easier for everybody.
Being sad, because you know you're gonna lose your perfect girl.
But theres nothing else at that point that you can do.
After that all,
You will go into your mind,
and travel down into your heart.
Asking yourself, is that worth it?
Then you will be running to her,
asking for apologizes.
Asking for love,
Asking for that relationship again.
Then you guys should know.
There is when, the misery enters
The stage of pain.
This is what i think about life,
Unfair but it makes better decision then what your heart chooses.
You had my heart at then,
but you let it down.
i hope you find happiness
Because, you deserve it more then i do.
With love, Marcus.
16062011.