Remember this date?
We take stuffs so forgranted that sometimes we lose those stuffs then come to regret.
But people make mistakes.
Then when we do, later in life. We would have this feeling.
That we actaully suck by treating it like that.
Well, most people do.
Take me for example.
A long and steady relationship just end like that.
With no reason, just because i need a break.
If you were my stage, you will know what i'm saying.
For those who is not yet at this stage.
Treasure and cherish what you have now.
Because when it's lost, you will know how pain you would feel in your heart.
Those memories is gonna be with me till i kick the bucket.
Stop thinking about stuffs like this just ain't me.
I don't just forget about someone.
They stick with me through my life.
But there won't be another special someone in my life anymore.
To my point of view.
I can never reach somebody's expectations.
Because i'm just that type of guy that girls doesn't fall for.
I'm ignorant.
I'm stubborn.
I'm ugly.
I'm not rich.
I can't give her whatever she wants.
I have a fucked up attitude.
I have a fucked up life.
I have a fucked up family.
I have 2 dogs.
But despite that.
Like any other guys.
I fall for girls who are beautiful.
I fall for girls with special attitude.
I fall for girls, because i wanna love.
But it will never come.
Because of all my reasons.
Girls.
Just don't fall for a guy like me.
For the next person who accepts my life.
I promise you.
Even when i can't afford to give you anything.
I'll still give you my life.
My heart.
My dedication.
My soul.
My love.
I hope someone like that, can actaully jump into my life and carry on walking the path with me.
Marcus,
19/06/2011