12 September.
That fool.
I was a fool. Thinking that i would actaully be with you forever.
Now i know. Nothing can ever last forever.
I took stuffs forgranted.
I didn't put my effort into love.
I didn't give you what you wanted.
Thats what you say to me.
Imagine how much pain i'm going though just because you said these :)
I don't blame you for not looking me in the eye.
And i can't blame you for leaving either.
I'm just another guy, who can't give you a secured life.
But how could you?
Leaving somebody without even explaining what happen?
I'm gonna say my heart out right now.
And i don't care how many people are gonna read and comment on me.
I was there, whenever you needed me.
I tried my very best to give you the best.
I saved all my pocket money, just because i'm scared of losing you.
And i thought. By giving you what i can will make you stay.
Well i guess i'm wrong right?
You said to me that you love me and i believed it.
But i look back now.
Those words are nothing but trash.
You are a rubbish.
A used tissue paper.
A unwashed bowl.
A empty wallet.
A stringless guitar.
A spoilt iron.
Because you just can't make my life right when i'm doing my best to give you the best.
God was i wrong to even think that you loved me.
Because girl.
Replacements are easy to find.
But the right partner is not.
I hope you guys break up and you die asap.
Evil i may be.
But pain is what i feel.
Anger is what i get.
I'm gonna find myself the right love.
I'm gonna give her the world.
I'm gonna be the best of myself.
I will still love her like there's no tomorrow.
And she's gonna have one thing that i didn't give you.
And it's
My heart.
12 September 2011.
Marcus.
Fuck you bitch.