FINALLY!!!!
Getting to know that you're in love again just feels great.
But i'm not sure about what she thinks about me though.
But i'm sure i'm gonna make things right.
I'm gonna make everything worth living for.
I'm gonna do my part, as a guy on earth.
I'm gonna treat her right.
Nothing has ever become this important.
I'm not sure myself if i'm just desprate or i'm really in love.
But if given the chance.
I'll be over the moon.
Stuffs didn't work out this week.
Everything seems ever so boring.
Plus i'm having a exam next week on monday.
Wish me luck..
Didn't get to see much of my friends.
Sad life i have.
Blogging time.
I always thought that guys should be the one.
Giving in, putting 100% effort into every relationships.
Being there for his girlfriend and listen to everything she gotta say.
Giving her whatever he has and expect nothing in return.
But i came to realise.
In a relationship, it doesn't just concerns about one.
It's both, both partys should be listening.
Giving in their 100%
But i guess. People like me are not lucky enough to exprience that :).
Not lucky enough to feel what it's like to feel safe.
I wasn't always given a listening ear when i'm angry.
Didn't always get a shoulder when i'm sad.
Don't always get loved when i love.
Don't always get attentions when i achive.
But, i got over it.
Not everyone is born with perfect beauty nor attitude.
Not everyone can get what they want in life.
I guess you'll just have to learn to face life and move on.
One of the reason why i'm blogging.
I can tell you guys that,
I don't have anybody to turn to when i have so much to say in my mind.
Whenever you have a fight with your gf/bf.
Give it a thought.
Do you actually want this?
Do you want it to end so soon?
If you don't then just give in for once.
It's not gonna hurt, infact. She's gonna love you even more.
I'm not a love expert.
I'm not a handsome dude.
I'm not a rich dude.
I have rough hands.
I have rough voice.
I'm not a build person.
I get sick easily.
I get pimples all the time.
My hands gets sweaty when i'm scared.
My feet stinks.
I don't have double eyelids.
I have tiny eyes.
I'm not talented.
I suck at studies.
I suck at spelling.
I came from a half broken family.
I have a hot temper.
I get sad and emo easily.
I go high for no reasons.
But, despite all this.
I'm still willing to try my best to give you what you need.
My rough hands can hold you tight.
My sweaty hands can give you warmth.
My rough voice can brighten up your day.
My not buildness can be builded.
My hot temper can protact you.
My sad and emo shows you how much i love you.
My high can bring you up high too.
My stupidness towards studies can improve with you.
My tiny eyes can be made a joke for you.
And with you.
I may just become a love expert.
I'm willing to do this.
Just because,
I think i like you.
I can't imagine what i'm gonna do if i love you babe.
Till here for now.
Hold her tight, and never let go.
Marcus,
2/10/2011 2.32A.M