God..
this might be a boring post for ome of you guys..
Sometimes we have everything in our hands.
But we still choose to give it up.
But, you youself don't even know the reason why.
I did the same mistake.
I gave up the world because of no reason,
I spent two years regreting and untill now, i'm still wondering how to get her back.
But i know, sometimes when we lose something we can get it back.
Once? Twice?
But not the 3 times in a roll.
I'm pretty confused myself.
I still cant forget about this girl.
But i think i like another.
My mind tells me to go for it.
But my guts tells me that i can never reach one's expectations.
Plus, i don't even know whether that girl likes me or not.
I can't be like " Hey, i like you"
Or " Hey, wanna be mine?"
It's just totally out of the qeustion.
But what i know is.
I whould give up everything
Be at my best at every place.
Because, i know when i'm in love.
Stuffs like this happens.
Not just to me. But to everyone.
And now, i know.
There is no point rushing like a crazy bull towards love.
I should be naturing the feelins between both of us.
But then. I look myself in the mirror.
And then i said to myself.
What can i actaully do to bring that feeling up?
There is actaully nothing, but to hang on.
I've been sucking out energy from everybody close to me.
My face tells everybody that i'm weak.
YES, I AM WEAK.
But i will be strong, when she's mine.
I will prove to everybody.
That i will become stronger.
And till then.
Peace out..